There was once a lady Sade by name; who made a sharp resolve to follow God and to do all her best to please God. She was dedicated to church and doing all her best to be of help to people around and the community. Things continued going well till she met Ade a Christian brother who decided to help her grow in the things of God and in her pursuit in life. This made her happy and she opened the door of her heart, but the joy was short lived. It happened that a day after Church service she escorted Ade home (since his home was along the way). On planning to leave, rainfall started falling in cats and dogs and one thing led to the other and eventually they had sex with themselves. This devastated Sade and she could not forgive herself. The sharp sense of guilt only made her to continue sexual affairs and soon other guys joined till she became her an addict. Before long she had committed four abortions for different guys, and Sade now believes God can never really forgive her and that her purpose can never be fulfilled in life again.
If your story resembles Sade’s story there is HOPE for you, The truth is that Jesus died for sinners, hear Him speak in Luke 5: 31 – 32 “And Jesus answering said unto them, They that are whole need not a physician; but they that are sick. I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.” The reason why Jesus died is to save you, He is not disappointed in you to the point of being angry at you. He is waiting for you in tears remember that in Luke 15: 7 “I say unto you, that likewise joy shall be in heaven over one sinner that repenteth, more than over ninety and nine just persons, which need no repentance.”
You can make God very happy and the whole heavens rejoice by turning back now, you can be sure that your destiny is secured so far you turn to him now YOU HAVE NOT GONE FAR, TURN BACK NOW. True forgiveness is that God pardons you and SEES YOU AS THOUGH YOU NEVER DID IT. Psalms 103: 12 “As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed our transgressions from us.”
If God could forgive Saul of Tarsus, Mary Magdalene, Peter then He will not only forgive you, He will USE YOU MIGHTILY.